I have had my moment with sadness him self

Published by Amanda Shelton under on 4:54 PM


I have sat with sadness in tears
I have shared my sorrows in his presents
I do not share my woes with just anyone
for I have had my moments with sadness himself
eat at his table shared a toast with his friends
opened my heart to his arms fought by his side for my own happiness
that I fought so long that I lost all track of the time
I cannot remember my happy times for they ran away so long ago
seeking out someone who has no woe
and no means to lose their heart to sadness
and toss away everything they hold so near to them self's
to the side and forget that it's even there



My black-hole sun has come to take me away

Published by Amanda Shelton under on 3:18 PM
 My black-hole sun has come to take me away
I live in a world full of ache and pain
My pills no longer work
My head is full of regrets 
leaving me on the floor broken and bleeding
I should have no regrets
And yet no pill can make this go away

My black-hole sun has come to take me away
I need to deal without aide 
Find my way and be my own guide
But my black-hole sun has come to take me away
I leave this world in a blaze of heat and flame 

My black-hole sun has come to take me away
I leave with no regrets and an empty conscious
My  flame will never go out

 
 
 

In fire and ice

Published by Amanda Shelton under on 3:35 PM

In fire and ice I pack you're heart, 
keeping it fresh and from falling a part. 
I keep it tender,sweet and mild, 
knowing one day I will make you smile 
I give you my tender,sweet,and mild ways 
I give you a tear and I send you on your way. 

Its chocolate (OPTIONAL) or life

Published by Amanda Shelton under on 3:06 PM

live in a box and you’er stuck.
Eat chocolate and it tastes so sweet.
Life is a box of chocolates.
But life ones tasted so sweet the chocolate melted in you’er mouth not in your hand.
Leaving you sticky and sweet, but once it hit you’er tongue the taste stayed for so long because it lingered on you’er sweet tooth.
You knew in the end what you wanted,
so the chocolate never tasted so sweet and life ended with just that.

Think about this “you’er living in a shoe box and walking in my shoes.”
“Leave no road not taken.”



(Forgive me if there are typos) o_O*

Chemical imbalance

Published by Amanda Shelton under on 2:46 PM

My memory is flawed,
my reality is not my own.
I can not chose what I see and hear,
for what I believe is real is not always true.

My mind is lost to a chemical imbalance I was born with;
Can I trust my thoughts, my believes?
Can I live in what society has set to be reality and true?
I ask you this because I'm not sure
and how can I be if it's not always true?

Isaiah 55:8-9

Published by Amanda Shelton under on 2:42 PM
“For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways,” declares the LORD.
“As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts."   Isaiah 55:8-9

A sobering moment

Published by Amanda Shelton under on 12:34 PM
I think we all need a sobering moment at lets ones in our self endearing lives.
A sobering moment
A sobering thought
A sobering word
Brings to mind my failures and wrong doings
Will I learn?
Have I learned?
A sobering moment
A sobering thought
A sobering word
Brings me to a condition of regret
Will I stay sober?
I'm not sober?
A sobering moment
A sobering thought
A sobering word
These sobering moments are enough to make me sick, but not enough to regret my wrong doings.
I did learn in the end!



 

Our lingering Taste of passion

Published by Amanda Shelton under on 12:00 PM

Darling can you hear the beating of my heart,
as you lay upon my chest, fingers locked together.
I feel the warmth of your breath caressing my neck.
Our embracing moment has left a lingering taste of passion in my mouth.

I won’t forget our moments we share;
for our passions run like the river runs down the mountains.
I can see my reflection in your eyes,
see your soul leap for joy as I look deep into the portal of your soul.
There I will bring you a kiss an embracing of our lips,
eyes closed in a moment of passion.
Moments for gotten in words unspoken,
but only remembered by your taste that lingers so.

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